Monday, October 24, 2005

kpaksa

taaaukah kau dirikuuuu kan tetap hidup waaalau kau jauh darikuuuu

so.. pegilah kmanapun kau suka, dengan sapapun yang kau mau... for i don't have the power 2 follow u..

but..

i'll be right here when you need me.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

gi sakit nii

wah.. dari kmaren gw sakit nii.. kecapean kynya.. akhirnya stlah minggu yang sangat aktif, my body meets its limit, huehehe.. yah, kepaksa ga pergi2 dulu deh.

yah, sperti biasa, kalo ga ada kerjaan di rumah, otka gw mule ngga bisa diem, mule mikir yang aneh2. Wah, gawat.. bisa gila nih kalo diterusin. . Saat itulah.. gw inget.. "dia". Aaahhh, kalo pikiran gw lagi kalut gini pasti enak ngobrol ma dy. Duh, jd pengen nge-sms, pengen nelf dy. Eit, tp ga boleh! Ntar gw makin tertarik ma dy.. bahaya2. huehehe. ahhh.. tapi smakin gawat nih pikiran2 gw, ga kekontrol. Berhubung hp udh terlajur di tangan.. (struggling so hard not letting myself call her!), gw ngebrowse phonebook gw. Terus tertangkaplah suatu nama, dengan caller ID#1, quick dial #1, dan satu2nya entry yang punya nada panggil sendiri... Sandra. Huehehe, you might be wondering, who is this girl, who's so special to me? well.. she is my last highschool crush, nuff said! teehee.

So, instead of calling "her", gw nge sms si sandra: " yo San! pa kbr? gi kul nih?" Pendek amet y? hehe. not very long.. balesannya dtg.. kira2 bgini: "gw baek... baru aja beres kul.... gw ga ad pulsa niy.. he3. Lu gmana? lagi kuliah y?" hehe.. emang cman gitu doang si, dy jg ngomong ga ad pulsa, ngbales pake nomer tmennya hehe... but at that instant.. my sanity comeback. All my nerves relaxed. The image of "her" disappeared from my head. ahh.. she still had her magic. Pdhal cman sms gtu doang y? hehe, ga tau knapa. plong. So, gw bls smsnya, bilang gpp ga ada pulsa, bilang gw lg sakit (cengengnyaa gw =p), n bilang, take care! Huehehe. eeh.. dy ngebales lg. dan sms yang ke dua ini completely blown me off the atmosphere.. back in the mood baby!! (padahal isi smsnya juga biasa aja ko, sumpah!) yeaah. and that's alone made my whole day... Huehehe